for yet another second ...

i've been reading my old posts in my blog, and this particular post of mine strikes me in the head. i'll just paste the quote here from that posts:

"As we grow up we learn that even the person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down, probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it feels when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt becuase every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back."

i really can't remember where i got this quote. i just felt like saving it. yet, why does it feels different reading it now? last time i've read it, it made me smile in an instant. now, it just doesn't. why can't i cheer up? maybe because of the things that happened to me? a lot of sad things happened. when it rains it pours they say, and it did for me this year. it really poured hard. though for now, "bisa naku talagang muli".


* can't understand the quoted phrase? don't bother.